"This is me calling your bluff because “God knows” I’ve had enough. Its nothing like you said it would be. Even if that was just your way of protecting me, you should have never promised forever. You should have never said it was you and I together, and if we were making love, it was only in the most temporary of ways. Where I can only count on not hearing from you in days. Where we’d live and die in just one night, waking up to the fact that all those words were just part of you faking the fact that I would never be something you wished you didn’t lack. I’d always wake up wishing I could take time back, just so I wouldn’t feel so close and yet so far from a fantasy in the midst of this reality. Its the morning that’s always reminding me, words are just words but its what we do that makes them true. I don’t blame you. No. We’re all just so twisted, convinced that someone passed out the answer and somehow we missed it. It’s beautiful isn’t it? That the bar is always full of chances at romances, all it takes is confidence of the eyes. That willingness to set all stakes aside, to love for a night and a kiss in the morning “goodbye”. A night of perfection, a deflection from the lack of commitment, just bite your lip to hint it. But never mistake it for love. Romance is a fantasy, for a night you’re all I’ll see, and in my bed is all you could ever wish to be. Well we can all agree that it’s quite sobering knowing perfection is so easy, just a matter of not being tempted to repeat it. Its being able to know you want more but being able to beat it. The truth is, everyone is a little awful, but its because we are all so full of regret. So lets fall in love at first sight, but only for tonight."